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Sunday, June 26, 2005


I love these pictures, they are of one my fav. things in all of time. It's a mermaid. I loves all these pictures, They make me happy just to look at them.

I guess I can say I would love to be aa mermaid. Funny, did'nt a certin Little Mermaid, wants the same thing as me, but in a reverse role?

I do have a few other pictures, mostly from off a few other sites. There are so many done all throughout time. Some many done by so many people. I would love to see all the mermaid pictures done by some of the greastest artist. I think I will make a mermaid link for this passion of mine. With time I am sure I can express all my passions, and I do have quite a few.

Friday, June 24, 2005

The Out Side Of My Knee

I have noticed that the outside of my knees has no fat on them. Where as the inside has plenty. How’s that? I mean hey, it’s better one side than both, right? Of course the inside fat leads up to the inner thigh. My real question is, if my outside knees don’t have the fat, why cant my outside thigh be lacking in that fat too?

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Band/Song: Green Day

Green Day, Idiot America
I love all the songs on it, mostly track number 1, 2, 4. It has the be one of the greatest CD’s to come out in a long time. It feel's so right for this time in this silly country.

Saturday, June 18, 2005

PB & J

When you are lacking in the monies branch, the best thing to eat is peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Good for you and tastes scrumptious too. Now I like peanut butter, but it’s just way to thick and dry for my preference, that’s where the jelly comes in really favorably. Jelly does the same thing to peanut butter that whipped cream does to jell-o. But lets not get stared on whipped cream and jell-o.
My favorite jelly is raspberry, although I can really take down some strawberry. I also prefer creamy peanut butter over crunchy.
I have never tried grape or mandarin jelly, nor have I tried cashew or almond butter, but I can tell you now that maybe I might just try it.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

My Puppy!!!

She is just the cutest little thing ever. At 10 weeks she weighs close to 20 lbs. She has a black coat, white all over her adorable face, and tan boots on.
Give me time and I will get a picture up here of her. When we went to look at her, there were 5 puppies left, and out of a pack of 9 there were only 2 females. If Alex and I were 5 minutes late She would have been taken by some old yucky looking woman. Lucky for our baby.

Which by the way we have named her Domino.

She follows me around where-ever I go and she is always so excited to be with me. We go to the park a lot, sit in the grass, and watch everything that moves. I do have to learn how to train puppies, that wont be so easy for me but I’m sure I can figure it out,

Saturday, June 11, 2005

This Thing

I have found this thing on the net, it's something called "My Space", I have no idea how it works but I will give updates.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Little Miss Domineering

If there is one person in this whole world that drives me more crazy than any one, it’s my little sister. She is an absolute brat. There are no other words to best describe her. She is so bossy you just want to quit the job. I like to think of her as little Miss Domineering. She MUST have things done her way or she will throw a “fit”. In fit I mean she will sulk, pout, insult you, ignore you, be in a huff feel sorry for herself and my most favorite, she will always speak down to you like you are some piece of slime on the end of her stick. You would think she were an insensitive redhead, but no she is a snotty blond.
I can’t say she has learned all this by her self, no I Am her older sister so there I am accountable. Like most younger siblings they always watch and learn from their older siblings. My sister has taking quite a lot of my opinions, thoughts and ideas and put them to impish use. I love my sister, so I will always feel the need to protect her.
She is not like me in the sense of defense, she would prefer to ignore where I love to, “lash-out.” I will always believe that standing up for your self keeps you durable, plucky, tough, assertive, bold. To defy those who wish to beat you down, is a way to acquire a personal rage to keep moving upward.
I am guilty of letting my younger sister think she is better than me to raise her self-worth. I am also guilty of teaching her how to make a person feel less than worthy. I am very guilty of thinking she were old enough to understand how life works and how people feel and think. She does not understand that as special as her family thinks she is, she is only a child who wants to grow up in a world she has no idea about. My sister is very sheltered, and she has no discipline at all. She was never obedient or reprimanded. This again is partly my fault. I say partly because I can not be blamed for the choices of others.
When I turned 13 years old, my family has just left a very abusive father and as I have said before I am more likely to lash-out than to be submissive. My father is like that too, he was also a very angry man and I was a very angry child.
Mix that anger with moving, add being different, in a non-white school system, then throw in a lot of hormones and you will get a very wild little thing. My teen years were so intense, tough, challenging, and raw with feelings I wonder how my mother didn’t kill me. My mother never punished me like she should have. I guess she thought I was so out of control that I was unable to be restrained. I don’t think she had the heart to after what my fathers punishments used to be. Because she never punished me, why should she punish my sister, it wouldn’t be fair. But, I wonder at how she can be my sisters puppet. To play her games and really believe my sister is faultless. I know the last born is always the mommies favorite, and can do no wrong. I just have to keep telling myself that when my sister is so awful to me and I think my mother has to have seen it, but doesn’t, that it’s the baby film over her eyes and that she still loves me.
My sister and I have this question, “what’s worse, living without a father or living with a father who hurts you and your family?”
I want my sister to grow out of this phase, I can’t tolerated it much longer. I want her to get a reality slap so hard that she can then see that she’s not the sun, but a bit of floating space rock.

Monday, June 06, 2005


I have done it, I have cut all my hair off. It’s a whole 18 inches long, and has to weigh close to a pound or two. It feels so different. I don’t really think it has set in yet.

I have been growing my hair out for 10 years now, I cut it all off when I was 12 years old freshly moved to Arizona. A place where the temp gets up to 106. I made a promise to myself then, I would never again chop my hair off. Then time went by, I got older and more busy. I couldn’t see myself going all the things I wanted to do with so much hair. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not hard in the slightest to take care of long hair. I also figured it would be a smarter choice.

I can always grow my hair out again. I bet by the time I am 35 my hair will pretty much be back to its long length, that is if I don’t take a few years off and keep it short. I have always loved my long hair. I want to be a grandma with long hair up in a neat little bun, or braided down my back. I do not want to be an old woman with a pompom hair cut.

So give it time and it will be back. As for now, I will enjoy my short hair while it lasts.

Friday, June 03, 2005

Game: The Sims

I love this game, The Sims.
It's just perfect for people who hate their lives. People who want to have such control over other people. People who like to make and see others do weird or gross things. People who have dreams but can never truly reach those imaginings.
Of course it’s also just a great game to laugh at. It really teaches you about life. The truth of it. But like all unreal things in this world The Sims also comes with its very own cheat code. Something life has yet to provide, unless you are of course really smart in the ways of how to rip people off.
The old Sims was really cool, I mean it was a game you could sit and play for hours.
The new one is even better, way more cool and not all shut up like I hoped it wouldn’t be.
I mean shut up like all good and christen. I mean a “good christen family” would never allow their innocent virgin minded children to watch two unmarried females (or two males) do woohoo., much less let them command that action.
Like I said this game is awesome.
If you have yet to play it, I urge you to try it for a day.