I am going to cut the sugar dependency. I cant stand it any more. I don’t want to crave any thing ever again. This is not who I am, I am a strong person, I can handle it.
As a joke I was thinking about substitution one addiction for another, so I thought it would be amusing to start smoking. But I just can't see myself doing such a disgusting thing. I mean being overweight is pretty repellent, but what hurts/kills more, smells or sight, your lungs or your heart? So I am thinking, maybe over working, or running myself silly. I could just stop eating all together.
I AM Joking people.
If you have never been addicted to something then you can never understand. And if you want to say that sugar is not an addiction then you have never been addicted to any thing.
I want to blame all my problems on sugar. It has made me depressed and angry. And yet I find that I just don’t want to live without it. I feel so alone with this problem, and yet over a third of america has this problem. (correct me if I am wrong there)
All I can think of most of the time is when can I gush over to my favorite ice cream place for a $1.43 cone that tastes like I am eating creamy white heaven.
I have to stop this thing. I cant be who I want to be like this. I have to change.
Change is a good thing. I will embrace it, it will strengthen me.
So be it. Blessed Be.